Transform your Life with MBW LifeArt Consulting
Holistic Counseling and Coaching Tools to help you heal your wounds and trauma, so you can evolve and create new harmony, love and beauty for yourself, others, and Life itself.
with International LifeArt Counselor, Coach and Counselor-Trainer in Existential Personalistic and Cosmoartistic Anthropology
I have been on my own journey of healing and evolution for many decades, and have been working with others to guide them along theirs for over 30 years.
My approach shares a lot of similarities with mainstream counseling and clinical psychology approaches, and I have extensive education and training in psychodynamic and humanistic psychotherapies as well as in cognitive behavioral and neuroscientific research.
But there are a few subtle, yet very important, differences.
While sharing the goal to help people find relief from mental and emotional suffering, my approach offers some unique ideas that help focus not only on the “whys” of our wounds and how to heal them, but also on the new directions our healing can take us in our lives.
Holistic, or Whole-Person means that rather than focus on psychological diagnoses, we look at all the various aspects of you as a human being: what is going on in your mind, in your body, your emotional being and on a deeper, more “spiritual” level, and what you need to bring all these various dimensions into greater harmony so you can experience the beauty and joy of living, and share your own increasing ability to experience and cultivate wholeness with others as well.
Spiritual in this context is not related to any religion; it is based on the idea that there is a subtle dimension of human existence that connects us to a greater whole that we can access with our intuition and our deep sensing. Each human being is like an individual cell, connected to this greater whole of Life, and while how we perceive our connectedness is a very unique and personal journey, there are certain characteristics that are important to develop if we want to feel that our life has meaning and purpose.
When we do not feel that our individual lives, with all of our quirks and talents and complexities, have meaning and purpose, it can become difficult, if not impossible, to make sense of the kind of painful traumas that many of us experience during our earliest years. Those deep, early wounds often cause us to lose, or perhaps never gain, a sense of being safe and loved for who we are. If we don’t feel safe and loved and acknowledged for who we are, life ends up being a chore, or worse. It can become difficult, if not impossible, to experience a deep knowing that our life is a beautiful gift that we have been given to cultivate in our own unique ways.
Getting to know ourselves on a deeply intimate level, understanding how our unconscious works, revealing the sometimes deeply buried wounds we carry so we can begin to heal them, learning how to best take care of ourselves on every level helps us become individuated or actualized in our individual life purpose; the more individuated we become, the more integrated and alive we feel, and thus the more we can contribute in a healthy way to the lives of those we love and to the greater Life we are a part of.
Learning about our trauma does not mean we remain stuck in our wounds, recriminating and blaming those who have hurt us. But it does mean developing the psychological and emotional strength to be able to dive back into our past so we can free ourselves from the harmful effects our trauma has left within us, twisting our perceptions and our ability to love and care for ourselves first and foremost, and then be able to love others in healthy and balanced ways.
When we commit to our healing and evolution, slowly but surely we learn how to find within our own hearts the loving guidance we need to feel fully alive.
But there is a paradox: even though the healing journey and the ability to connect with our deepest Self are deeply personal processes, we do not heal by ourselves. Some of the recent discoveries made thanks to our burgeoning technologies, such as those made in Interpersonal Neurobiology, show us clearly that we need each other to develop the compassion and empathy that are fundamental to healing the brain from the kinds of maladaptive neural networks that were established early in our lives.
In other words, we need each other to heal and to evolve. Not only are we “social animals”, but we are all living in this human experience together, and our healing and evolution depends not only on our individual wellbeing, but on how we can choose together to build the kind of harmonious, expansive, collaborative, life-enhancing and loving Life we all desire.
LifeArt means that in my work with clients I cultivate the idea of Life as a Work of Art, as developed by Antonio Mercurio and others within the context of the Sophia University of Rome. This idea encourages us to consider that whatever we come into life with, whatever our gifts, wounds, deficits or privileges may be, we are here to understand them and work with them to then express a deeper purpose, which is held in the depths of our Higher Personal Self.
This purpose can be something as straightforward as learning how to love, even when we may have been born into a family where the ability to love and support its members was very meager, or, it can be much more complex. We often have many different types of purpose that unfold throughout our lifetimes, as when we become adept at one, we eventually become aware of a new challenge that we want to face and grow from.
This process is very similar to the creative process that those who practice an Art undergo. Just like a sculptor or a musician or a painter, we first need to learn how about the various tools at our disposal, and how to best use them to begin to create the works we imagine or hear in our minds. This takes practice, day by day.
The more we practice, the better we get. It is never a matter of becoming perfect or creating a perfect work. In fact, a true work of art is never “perfect”; it can often contain flaws and oddities and quirks of various types. But it contains a special kind of unique energy, a particular type of beauty, that energizes and inspires those who witness it.
The first goal, or perhaps we can think of it as being a tool, in learning to become an Artist of our Lives is to become a Person: someone who is capable of freely and responsibily loving themselves, loving others, and receiving love. This allows us to improve the quality of all our relationships – beginning with the most important relationship we have of all, the one we have with ourselves. As we learn to free ourselves of our childhood trauma and the shadows it has left within our psyches, our emotions and our very souls, we can gradually make new choices that improve the overall quality of our own lives, so we can in turn contribute to the wellbeing of others and of Life itself in our own unique way.
Learning to love ourselves is a complex and difficult Art.
It is not the same as simply feeling good about ourselves. Sometimes, loving ourselves requires hard decisions, like getting help for an addiction problem, ending an abusive relationship, changing careers, going back to school, eating less sugar … it is not simply about “feeling good”.
Deep love of ourselves brings us towards a more integrated mind-body experience in our own lives and in our relationships with others, and that often means confronting difficult truths. It can be frightening and painful, at first, when we begin to challenge some of the things we were taught when we were children, whether that be from our parents and families, the religion we were brought up in, or even the kind of cultural and political realities we were raised in, and shift into new perspectives and truths that feel more in alignment with our deeply personal needs and desires.
But there is nothing more incredible than experiencing a connection with our deepest Self. Many of us have had this experience in moments of deep focus on an activity we enjoy: some people feel it when they are engaging in physical activity, others feel it when they are doing art or music, and yet others may experience it when they are working hard in a laboratory, trying to solve some complex, important scientific experiment. Yet others experience it through their religion, or walking in nature, or sitting in meditation or quiet contemplation.
For many of us, this “presence” is like a tiny whisper that we can hear only vaguely, intermittently, and we are not always sure what it is, what it means, and whether or not to follow its suggestions.
And we need role models of others who have done so and have been able to experience the joy and beauty of an authentic life to be able to find the strength and courage, as well as the tools we need, to cultivate this great Existential Art.
LifeArt consulting, in fact, is founded on the premise that the more I heal and evolve, the more I can offer my clients. I am constantly growing and learning myself, and also often am still called to work through crusty wounds of my past so I can step into greater freedome and fulfillment in my own life.
I am not an “expert” in a chair analyzing you: we are journeying together. Whereas I am highly trained and thus am deeply aware of the various challenges that can arise in a relationship such as one between counselor/coach and client (known as transfert and countertransfert), I also know that the alliance between myself and my clients is one that is rooted in our mutual desire to grow and evolve.
Through a combination of talk therapy and a variety of experiential and phenomenological therapeutic methods, in your work with me I will help you get in touch with the deeper causes of your pain, and what solutions can bring you the best results. While I do not prescribe medications, if that emerges as something important for you to help you gain some stability so you can do deeper work, I will offer guidance in choosing medical professionals that can help you in this regard.
Generally speaking, LifeArt counseling and coaching with me means that you will start out by looking at any kind of painful or conflictual feeling or situation you may be dealing with. By learning to feel your emotions in a more deeply integrated way and connect the dots between your inner and outer worlds, you will gain a deeper knowledge of who you are and what you truly need to build a life that feels more authentic and true TO YOU.
Whether you decide to work with me for an extended period, or simply address a particular problem that is plaguing you, is completely up to you. I will recommend certain plans of action and numbers of sessions, but always based on your specific, individual needs.
Heeding the Call of the True Self
Often times our parents/caregivers and families cannot provide us with what we need to feel safe, loved, healthy and whole, and so we go through life – sometimes for decades – surviving with what we have learned from them. Sometimes we just barely get by, and it is clear that there is something wrong, although it is hard to understand exactly what it is. Sometimes we may do various forms of therapy, or get involved in a variety of organizations and activities that help us feel purposeful, but we still can sense that something is lacking.
Other times, our survival is quite successful! We choose a life path – work, study, relationships, hobbies, etc. – that generally works fine, and is in alignment with what our parents, siblings, extended families and broader societies see as being pusposeful and positive. And sometimes, we can even excel in our chosen careers or relationships, and have a lot of “success” with money or our social position. We go along for many years feeling quite satisfied with how things are going.
Then, something happens: an accident, a crisis in our relationship or marriage, an illness, the loss of a job, a financial crisis, the death of a loved one, and the rug gets pulled out from under our feet. We crash into a new dimension of powerlessness that can cause us to question everything that we have done up until then, who we are as people, and where we are going from here.
Rather than seeing these catastrophes as disasters we need to simply overcome as quickly as possible, so we can go about our lives as we did before, we can realize that they may actually be opportunities to get clearer about what we really want in our lives, and how we can shift our inner worlds so our outer worlds can begin to reflect that.
This means more than simply learning some affirmations and trying to shift the external circumstances of our lives.
It often means developing a completely different understanding of the purpose of the kinds of challenges we can face, from the earliest beginnings of our existence in the womb, onward.
Rather than see ourselves as helpless victims of a very unfortunate and sometimes cruel fate that has wounded us, we can see ourselves as Artists of our lives, capable of taking even painful experiences and creating something completely new from them, such as new levels of self-awareness, love of self, respect for one’s unique qualities and contributions, to name just a few.
The idea of transforming our pain to create something new, something more vibrant and alive and beautiful for ourselves and others, is what informs our quest to become Artists of our lives, and to thus make our very life a work of art.
Any art takes practice, and knowing this can help us challenge the ideas we can often have that we should “already be perfect”, which fosters a condemning atmosphere of power and control, both within ourselves and in our relationships with others. As we open to new ways of caring for ourselves, including embracing even our most painful losses, challenges and personal limitations as opportunities for an increase in how we love and care for ourselves, new horizons appear, where peace and harmony in ourselves, our families, and our societies becomes a real possibility.
Life as a Work of Art means becoming willing to patiently learn how to work with the energies both inside of us and around us, so we can experience life more fully and give the very best of ourselves as the Persons we are here to be and become. The idea is that Life itself is moving in this direction, and as we become intentionally engaged with this evolutionary force, not only can we experience greater joy and beauty in our own lives, but we can help create it for others to experience, as well.
This is more of an inner, psycho-spiritual journey than a process of trying to understand what is wrong with us, and how to “fix” it. As we learn more about our own lives and how to care for them, our increasing ability to act as Persons and Artists of our lives can have truly extraordinary effects. As we learn to love ourselves from deep within, our life slowly transforms from being consumed with suffering and turmoil to being a process of ever more confident becoming.
We are not aiming at becoming perfect, in a static shell that protects us from pain; we are engaging in becoming ever more alive, expressing our unique selves, capable of encouraging others to do the same. We become more confident as we embrace the challenges that arise, the conflicts and joys, the victories and losses, because becoming an Artist of your life does not mean that there will not be challenges. It means that just as an Artist can create a beautiful painting using all the colors of the rainbow, we can create new beauty even though we have experienced ugliness and pain.
It is not an easy process, because there is no “one size fits all”, there is no one way that each one of us is here to heal and to grow. The owner’s manual for your life is one that you are learning, every day you are alive.
It requires courage and humility and an investment of time, effort and money to embrace our lives in this way, and open up to learning new ways of thinking, acting, and even feeling.
But it is a truly fascinating one, and, just like with any art, we become better at it day after day, one small step at a time.
It is more than worth the effort, because YOU are actually the most important person in your life. You are more important than your money, your spouse, your children, your reputation, your job …..
YOU are what remains when all of this is stripped away. This is why it is so important to learn new ways of loving ourselves and caring for our lives. When we choose to do whatever it takes to learn new ways of living more authentically, meaning more in touch with your true desires and dreams for your life.
Sometimes we have been conditioned to believe we have to be a certain way, have to live a certain way, have to value certain things, that are in deep opposition to what the deeper desires are that we hold in our hearts. This can cause huge amounts of inner conflict that we can even believe has to do with there being something wrong with us. But instead, we can discover that what is happening is that our deeper Self is wanting to emerge.
We are longing to individuate into a more integrated person, capable of standing strong in our own identity and our own place in life, but we don’t know how.
Other times it becomes clear to us that we are being negatively influenced by the dysfunctional family dynamics we grew up with, and we want to break free of them so we can express ourselves and build relationships that feel more fulfilling and real, but once again, we don’t know how.
And of course we don’t!! We cannot know what we have not been taught. Our way of treating ourselves and others and often times even our dreams and aspirations were things we learned from our families. They are deeply ingrained beliefs and even energetic atmospheres that we were raised in and that have even programmed our nervous systems to function in certain ways (the “neural pathways” that so many talk about today).
It can feel daunting to try to change them, no matter how hard we try.
But they can be changed! I am living proof of this, and I have seen many people change and grow over the many years I have been engaged in my own journey, and have been helping others with theirs.
How can we find relief from our pain and begin to experience a better life?
There are many different ways possible today to face our trauma and evolve. We are living in a wonderful time, where many different methods and skilled practitioners are available to help.
The tools I offer are individual and group sessions, workshops, seminars and classes on specific topics.
More specifically, you will experience a combination of the following approaches with in sessions with me, depending on your needs and individual inclinations:
– traditional talk therapy, enhanced by the ever-evolving knowledge offered by neuroscience, including awareness of the longterm effects of PTSD and complex developmental PTSD, recognition of different levels of sensitivity (including the Highly Sensitive trait as described by Dr. Elaine Aron) and neurodiversity;
– creative visualization and meditation techniques;
– elements of art therapy and cognitive processing, such as mind-mapping, relational visualizations and mapping, journaling, use of vision boards etc.;
– Systemic Family Constellations work, done individually and in groups;
– Evolutionary Astrology and Human Design readings;
– emotional/somatic awareness and energy awareness techniques gleaned from approaches such as Somatic Experiencing, Psych-K, Pranic Healing, Reiki;
– Inner Child work, which helps you get in touch with those parts of yourself that need healing and guidance, and offers tools to help you learn to begin to reparent yourself and come into your own as a fully alive, adult human being.
I look forward to assisting you in your journey towards becoming a true Artist of your life in ways that are fulfilling to you and beneficial to others and to all of Life as well.
Contact me by sending me an email at martha@centerperson.org or by calling 262-510-4815 to request information or to set up your first appointment today.